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It is easy to serve without really caring. Sometimes it is a struggle to make sure that when I serve, it comes from the heart and not a chore / duty. There is no antidote to this except to look at the one who is LOVE. 

I'm amazed that even when I feel so inadequate and unprepared, He shows up! Many a times, I believe He shows up because He loves them and will use whatever vessel to minister to His people. 

Playing 'Follow the leader'

Listening attentively because they have been bribed. There is nothing 'Milo' cannot do. hahaha... 


Now that they have been Spiritually fed, it's time to fuel up!


'Nenek' has seen the heydays of the Kampung. The state of the church today is a far cry from what it used to be. She shared 3 dreams that she had the past few months and I am believing that the 'pengantin' will come for His church once again. 
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Children can give you both a positive and negative feeling. Having been in the children ministry for 10 over years, I have the opportunity to see how kids grow.

Jesus says let the little children come to me and I can understand why He would say that. They are innocent, many can't tell the right from the wrong but they are like sponge. They absorb what they receive from the environment around them. Naturally all children are drawn to God. It's us adults that stops them.

I've learned so much from the children. They taught me to trust every word that the bible says. They show me what it means to say everything is possible with God. They are quick to forget the wrong of others. They love without looking at background or culture. They pray with faith knowing that God will hear every prayer. They are happy with the little that they have. Only comparing coz we taught them so. They speak the truth.

It does seem that sometimes we should just let kids be kids and stop making them an adult.

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It's been a long while since I posted something on my blog. 

Well I don't think I can stop studying. Learning is so much fun. I am still praying that I will have an opportunity to do my masters overseas. It's been 3 weeks of children ministry class on Tuesdays. Although its been rather tiring rushing up and down but it's nice to just sit and learn. 

Lots of interesting ideas but for me I think what u have really learned from the class is the person of my Heavenly Father. That's what make class really worth it.  


Was also glad for the mini holiday that my sis and I went for. Nothing but a time to relax and rejuvenate. Looking forward to more trips!! Love travelling... 
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The month of October has been quite a month. Lots of stuff from one big thing to another but well I have to say that I do quite enjoy moving from one task to another as it moves me out of the 'routine-ness' of life and that somehow gives me satisfaction.

It has been a while since I actually wrote a post so here are some pictures that I took over the month.

Levina and me at YA CAMP 2013 - Undivided

Me and my roomies with the strong winds

We had a mini hen's lunch for Yim Wah who tied the knot in October.

Hawaii theme night at Golden Palm Tree Sepang - Risk Offsite 2013 

Our team building theme where we won for the marshmallow and spaghetti tower building competition.

A view from my room at Golden Palm Tree at about 6.45am on Saturday morning. I was blessed with a single room at Canary Villa =) 
A group of us chilling out during the Risk Offsite.

Purple day in office to bid Karen farewell (well this was not taken in October but since I just received this photo so well here it goes)

Well, will write more once I return from Sibu. Looking forward to the end of the year as I will be taking leave on and off. :) Starting with mission trip this weekend and family trip to Medan and the list goes on!!! =) 

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Guess who was in town?? PHILIP YANCEY!! Such a privilege to be able to attend the 2 days conference at FGAKL. His books were one of the first few Christian books I actually read when I was still in school.

Anyway, the conference was about Growing in Grace? When I first saw the title of the conference I wasn't so keen but because he was speaking I had to go check it out but I am totally glad I did. Firstly, I thought it was a seminar about the Grace that God has for us. (of course it was as well) I was wondering, 2 days on Grace? haahaa that's coz I thought I knew all about Grace.

To keep it short, I left the seminar re-thinking about my role in the kingdom of God. Strangely enough, all he did was to just tell story after story and now I see the power of testimonies. :) I am glad that my one day leave was put to good use and yes I was close up with him and even had a photo with both him and his wife.

Now! Time for more reading since my sister bought the newest book!! Hehe! 
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I have been so blessed by the Children. Indeed I thank God for the honor to be a part of their lives and also to be counted worthy to be able to hear and see what God is doing in their individual lives. 

Last week, the senior class was on the topic Why do I pray? Well, I was thinking how to go about this and thought maybe the power of prayer will be good and thought that maybe asking them to see if they have seen God answering their prayers. (dumb me thought that I was the only who will have testimonies to share). 

Anyway, I was going to get an awkward quiet moment which is usually the case if nobody has anything to share but lo and behold all were eager to share and nod their heads. Much to my amazement. 

So Joanna decided that she will start the ball rolling (maybe coz she sat directly in front of me and I was looking at her) and shared how she had wanted to eat McD's so badly but it was raining so they couldn't go out and how after she and her sisters persuaded her mother to order McDelivery but how the mum walk into her room to take a nap instead. Disappointed she too went to her room and sleep. Her brother came home from work and woke them up for food. She thought that she will have to eat chicken rice which is something her brother will buy but much to her surprise, MCD's was on the menu. She added on by saying "teacher, God grants the desires of our heart you know?" Haahaa something I need to hear and hearing it from her is a good lesson! 

Joshua then decided that he would go next. (Haahaa usually the one who will tell lots of stories but when ask to share will be the last) He say that there are a couple of times that he wanted to go swimming but the sky looked like it was going to pour. So he prayed and then got into his swim wear. The sun came out and he had a good swim. The rain came as soon as he is done swimming. What faith!

Aida was by then a bit shy to share hers and said something to this effect. "Mine not the same with theirs is about tithing can I share?" I said of course. So she shared how she had put 50sen in the offering bag in church. That week her mother gave her RM10 for her to buy food in school. So she paid for her food at the school cafeteria and when the lady returned her change she gave her back a brand new RM5 note. She was reminded of how God has said that He will bless 10 folds. (Honestly, I was amazed. No additional value added to her pocket but she thank God and am reminded of His goodness even by this small gesture. Inspiring indeed)

We then turn our attention to the last person Rebecca. (the real tai kah che aka big sister to all) She was smiling and said "you know since last year I was praying that I want more friends. Moving up to form 1 well new school new environment and all. I pray that I'll have more friends and true enough God answered my prayers. I have more friends now." She also said that she prays for opportunities to reach out to her friends. She also prayed that she will have more time to exercise and truly ever since the start of this year she has enough time to exercise. (When I heard she is praying for opportunities to reach out with her friends, I was encouraged. At 13 she is praying for opportunities to reach out!)

Joshua shared a final testimony about his seni (arts) book. On how he forgot to bring it to school. He explained that his seni teacher is one fierce teacher. This led him to pray. To his amazement, the teacher came to class that day and said that since there are so few students in class today, we will not use the book. and then he added this line "Teacher you know God answers prayer you know!"

After hearing all their testimonies. I was speechless. I had to stop for a while and think how to continue teaching. I don't have to tell them Why they should pray because they have seen the power of prayer and they are instead telling me about how we serve a God answering God. 

I then encouraged them to write down all the prayers that God has answered so that they will always remember that we serve a great God. Next I ask them to write down at least 5 items to pray. One for their family, another for their friends, one for the church, another for the nation and lastly one for their own self. We then ended with prayer and I ask them to share at least one item on their prayer list. 

Aida's item was on the church. Rebecca ask to pray for 2 of her friends that they will come to know Christ. Joanna ask for 5 A's for UPSR and Joshua.... he ask for a new handphone. 

But nevertheless, I was inspired by Joshua's prayer for Sabah. He prayed for peace, that they will come to know Jesus and etc. 

These are my teachers. Childlike faith? Seeing God through their eyes makes me see things in a different light. Much more to share but I shall stop here. Be bless!
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These are the people that keeps me encouraged week after week. With mind boggling questions about Who is God? What is Christianity all about? What is Trinity and etc. While they can go on and ask all sort of questions, it is their child like faith that really is the highlight. They may not know the in's and out's of the Word but they know that they serve a Great Big God that answers their prayer. 

This is what makes serving in Children Ministry so rewarding! =)
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"Teach slaves to be subject to their masters in everything, to try to please them, not to talk back to them, and not to steal from them, but to show that they can be fully trusted, so that in every way they will make the teaching about God our Savior attractive" (Titus 2:9-10).

Teach me Your ways and help me accomplish what seems impossible! 
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Its been a rather hectic end year. With events, weddings, camps, and work assignments. Haven't been able to go to the gym which really seems to be a spirit lifter that gives me the additional boost that I need nevertheless glad that today mum, sis and myself went walking at Bandar Tasik Permaisuri and that is refreshing minus the initial itch all around due to lack of exercise. 

The YA Camp was great. Great speakers and lots of new friends. One thing lacking was sleep but enjoyed the time at camp as it was a good break away from the busyness of city life and yes we even manage to have our very own Run for the Nation in the 'heavens'. Lovely lovely weather! Praying for the nation is not a burden especially knowing that the citizens will be blessed when the nation is blessed =)










Farewell 


Anyway I am going to miss Bevon! Haahaa one thing I learned is that not all blacks are from Africa. =) He is more American than any of us Asians. Grateful for the fellowship and yes the fun times shared throughout his time here in Malaysia. Though have to say that I have been quite bad at being a good host.... haahaaa.... Bro have an awesome time back in Antigua and happy entering a new phase in life!!!






Birthday and Event

Tjoe had a successful musical. I am sure they had a great time and that is all that matters. 

Celebrated dad's 50+ birthday and for the past 20+ years I can't help but say that I am thankful for his support and guidance. With his sometimes weird decision I am proud to say I am glad that God gave him to me as my father. Dad have a great year ahead and many more years to come. =) Happy Birthday! 
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I have never looked at Malaysia the same after the hours of prayer for this nation. It is hard not to be defensive over this nation when others say something negative about this country especially if they are Malaysians who has now gone abroad. The Lord changes our mindset as we pray for this nation which I believe that it is a land flowing with milk and honey. 

No, I am not delusive and I do see the many problems in this nation and yes many of which frustrates me but now I see hope for this nation. This nation has become my nation and that makes all the difference. Once it belongs to you no matter how bad it is you'll still treasure it and will work towards ensuring that change will take place. No longer will we take a back seat in nation building once this become "my nation". 


Leviticus 20:24
But I said to you, “You will possess their land; I will give it to you as an inheritance, a land flowing with milk and honey.” I am the LORD your God, who has set you apart from the nations.


Deuteronomy 6:3
Hear, Israel, and be careful to obey so that it may go well with you and that you may increase greatly in a land flowing with milk and honey, just as the LORD, the God of your ancestors, promised you.



Truly am truly humbled to see the Christians arising and praying for this nation. “Again, truly I tell you that if two of you on earth agree about anything they ask for, it will be done for them by my Father in heaven. For where two or three gather in my name, there am I with them.” Matthew 18: 19 – 20. I can truly say that I can now say that God has already begun working in the ground of this nation but there i much work to be done and prayer is just the beginning. It will be an uphill task to see this nation truly coming to its fullness but a task that will be accomplish only through the strength of the Lord. 

10,000 Sabah Christians gathered together as One voice and One heart to worship One and Only God to bless Malaysia during Malaysia Day on the 16th of September, 2012. @ Stadium Likas, Kota Kinabalu, Sabah. 


10 thousands were at the Stadium Likas in Kota Kinabalu for A day to Bless Malaysia and 1,200 people at the Hope of Jubilee at Full Gospel Tabernacle in one accord praying for the land.

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With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible. Matthew 19:26b

I'm not gonna live by what I see,
I'm not gonna live by what I feel

Deep down I know
that You're here with me
I know that, You can do anything

Through You
I can do anything
I can do all things
For it's You who give me strength,
Nothing is impossible

Through You
Blind eyes are opened,
Strongholds are broken,
I am living by faith,
Nothing is impossible!

I believe, I believe,
I believe, I believe in You

  • Abraham trusted God and became the father of many nations.
  • Job trusted God, lost his family, health and wealth, but was restored with twice as much after his suffering.
  • Joseph trusted God, was delivered from jail, and raised up to be the ruler of Egypt.
  • Moses trusted God who rolled back the mighty Red Sea turning it into dry land.
  • David trusted God, stood before a 9′ giant, and slew him with a small stone.
  • Elijah trusted God and heard the sound of a heavy rain even before God released it after a 3 year drought.
  • Paul and Silas trusted God in the prison cell and were miraculously released.
  • Wen Lin trusted God and is now on this journeying with the greatest gift given to man.
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It has been a busy busy month. From catching up with friends to camp, and church anniversary.

Managed to meet up with quite a few people during the month. Yesterday, my colleagues and I had a hang out session at Karen's home to eat good food and karoke. A rather interesting session but it was nice hanging out with the not so young people. Hahaaa they will pounce on me each time I say that. Well, I better say while I still can because I'll be not so young soon in a few years time.


The iKids teachers with Aunty Ai Siang after the Pilgrim's Journey Session with the children. It is always all smiles after running around for 2 hours +.


Having a good farewell with Hazzan. Well he did said something that was rather true. We can see each other week after week but we hardly catch up with each other. If only we weren't so busy. That is the biggest problem with the Asian culture. Everything is fast fast fast and the worse thing is you can't help but be part of this great big whirlpool that keeps moving. Anyway Hazzan thanks for your time here in Malaysia. We will surely miss the prayer warrior.

FGA USJ Young Adults Camp. With Ps Guy and his wife. Thanks for your sharing. Totally encouraged me that I have a Big God and I can be Bold in Him. Thanks Ps Guy for your obedience and now setting an example to us the younger generation to run this race with excellence.

Last but not least. Thanks che for always being there. I love camps when you are around. :P Haahaa miss having camps together with you. Oh and it is always a plus point to have a good friend around. Thanks Ms.Lim for coming along. Now that you know my sis, makes hanging out much easier. :P

Oh and I thank the Lord for the promotion. Yes I grumble and complaint and the list goes on but God my life is in Your hands. Even though I cannot see the rainbow now, I know I'll see it after the storm. =) Thanks for being patient with me.
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Last week I attended the prayer school in FGAKL. I have attended 3 modules and I have to say although initially I would have never imagined for signing up for something like that but since the first day I attended, I just have to keep going back each day.

Never have I thought that it would be possible to pray (not the casual kinda prayers) for an hour but thanks to the prayers school it is really nice just to pray. Its as if there's drugs in it that keeps you going even though the next day is going to be a real torture to stay awake at work.

It was a torture alright as I try to fight off sleep even while I am in the train. I dropped a few stuff as I slept of while standing in the train and would usually look up to see stares at me. Probably thinking what's wrong with that gal. Nevertheless, I can say that it has been worth it. I do hope to be able to keep up the momentum.

I know I have a long journey ahead. A tough one I'll put it but as long as the Lord is going to be by my side I'm going to keep going and walking this journey. I'm glad that He will never leave me nor forsake me so He will with me alright. If I fall, I'll just stand up and continue on. May He keep me under the shadow of His wings.

One of the testimonies that was really inspiring that was shared by Alice and Mark Godwin, Read on .....

We count it a privilege to have been given the opportunity to pour out our lives for the nations through prayer. Thirty-six years ago we began our ministry in Bogota Colombia. During that time through many different circumstances the Lord gave us a passion for prayer and a calling to change the nation through intercession. We began to pray alone and then five university students joined us each day from 3:00 to 8:00 PM.

This began an adventure that changed our lives. During these intense times in God’s presence, He would show us precise things to pray for. Sometimes we would even see the results of our prayers in the Sunday newspaper. He showed us specific judgments that were coming upon the nation of Colombia. One of these was the eruption of the volcano Nevada del Ruis that exploded in 1985 killing over 20,000 people in the space of one hour. It was through these specific revelations that we knew we were in direct contact with heaven. Around this time God showed us five men that He wanted to raise up. He said, “Once they were in their place of ministry we would see “most of the body of Christ won in Colombia.” We prayed earnestly for these men.

Looking back three decades later we can vividly see the answers to these times of prayer. For example, César and Ricardo were just two instruments that the Lord has used to bring revival to Colombia. César and his wife Claudia helped found the G-12 movement. In 1996 when the revival came to Colombia he and his wife were attacked and repeatedly shot by Communist guerrillas. They had to leave Colombia and flee to Miami. During his two years of exile the Lord added to his already burgeoning church 32,000 cell groups. The Lord raised up another brother, Ricardo Rodriguez, who began to influence many people. Recently when they got together at Christmastime there were over 200,000 people gathered together to worship Jesus in the park, something unheard of three decades ago.

There were many others whom God blessed as a mighty revival descended upon the nation of Colombia. When we went to Colombia in 1976 there were less than one half of one per cent of the population who were born again believers. Today, according to the book “Operation World” twenty percent know Christ. It was this revival in Colombia that sparked men in South Africa to start the World Day of Prayer. They reasoned that if God could do this in Colombia why not in other nations of the world. This revival is also causing great transformations in both the politics and economy of the nation. Their GDP is growing at a rate that causes other nations to envy them.

When we look back we see that one of the main ingredients that brought revival to Colombia were small intense prayer groups gathering together in different cities who prayed until they possessed an open heaven and clear communications from God that motivated them to pray with even greater intensity.

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7 April, 7.30pm : Just finished watching the Easter musical, we (Kah Seng, Joelle and myself) were going to grab dinner at OUG. Waiting at the traffic light near Pearl Point International, I was busy talking with the other two about curry mee and the next very moment I saw from the back of my shoulder a huge trailer coming followed by a loud scratching sound and it rammed into the other two cars on our right side.

Its the first time I see the two cars literally flying to two ends of the road and I thought the right side of the car that we were in will be totally damaged but after managing to move the car to the side only the front part of the car was damaged.

However, it is really a miracle that nobody died in the accident. The condition of both the cars that flew was horrible. The car that flew to the left was like a smash tin can but yet they came out safe and sound. Only the other car driver suffered several stitches but other than that everyone is well and safe.

While the accident cause us a long process and massive traffic jam at Old Klang Road, I must say I am really grateful and thankful to God that we came out without a scratch (apart from being a little fearful).

In that whole situation am thankful to my family who quickly came to my aid from Semenyih (yes my Dad came to the police station too) , to the FGA church mates that was there on the scene and to Pastor Grace and Arnand that came and prayed for us. Most of all to Joelle and Kah Seng that kept their straight face and be ever so positive about the whole thing.

Please do drive safely and carefully, I have seen at least one accident nearly everyday. We need to all play a part and drive carefully behind the wheels. Its the real world and not some video game where people don't die.

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From now till 24 May its going to be quite an interesting juggle. Work, Greek classes and the CIMA T4 case (Its about the Toy Industry this time round.... ie loads of reading up about toys and its design) which I unfortunately didn't pass the last round so yes it's on my to do list once again.

Despite the busyness, glad that we (my sis + her school mate / my senior) met up with our former CF teacher. Always treasured those special moments when we had to cross over the road to have our underground meetings and this special teacher , Mrs Lee used to come eventhough she has retired from the school just to encourage us. How awesome!!

Anyway, work is not getting any easier with new responsibilities and news that more colleagues are leaving the bank to greener pastures. I am also keen of moving on to greener pastures. It's really difficult not to want to move on especially when you see your peers overseas. I am really hoping to be able to get an overseas experience in my career. It will be good to go explore a different culture, a different environment, and a different country. I just love learning new things, exploring, just being able to do something different each day. Learning its just so fun and exciting in some ways....

Of course the dreams of doing my masters is still there. Sometimes, I do wish that I had enough to go see the world and also do my masters at the same time. Unfortunately, at the moment can do neither. With everything being so expensive, even staying a float in this economic crisis is not easy. Needless to say, luxury phones, clothes and fashion accessories is certainly not in my list at the moment. Amazing how some friends who are around my age are already getting their own cars, houses, property?? I am way behind in this monetary achievements. Nevertheless, I am still grateful that I have my parents home to live in, four wheels to enable me to move around, food each day on my table and the little extras that makes me 2nd - 3rd class in the society.

I still haven't figured out what I want to major in. Not sure whether I want to be in the same industry, or finally do something related to CIMA, or take on a totally different field..... Sometimes I wish everything is either black or white. 2 options are always easier, don't you think?

Anyway, for now I've got my paper to focus on, my Greek exams (Not doing too well, Greek is so Greek), and the other usual responsibilities in church and at work. Some cartoon humour for the week!!



wanting more cartoons, wanting more cartoon, wanting more picture, wanting more pictures, wanting more image, wanting more images, wanting more illustration, wanting more illustrations

'I'm not sure what I want out of life, but I want a lot of it.' by Delgado, Roy

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I'm living by His grace each day. This post is dedicated to the one who made me. The one I call my Father, my Lord, my Friend and the one who holds me in His hand.

Looking at the past few months, I can only say that the Lord has been good to me.

Church
Well, one of the hardest questions I get from people is how is church? Now it is a love and hate relationship with the things that is going on in church. It is strange how you can feel so much for something yet you can also be frustrated and the only thought is to move on. Nevertheless, I am thankful that despite it all, I see how the little ones are coming to know HIM more and more. How they are asking questions that really matters and questions that counts. I am encouraged each time I see their child like faith. I have learnt to just take each moment as it comes.

Work
Despite not being a "somebody" the Lord has open doors of opportunity for me to grow and learn in the place where everyone is of Senior Level. I am thankful for my colleagues that has not only be kind enough to be coaching me with my work and assigning me with task that is not really for my level. Thankful that they even allowed me to go to Hong Kong for an attachment as well as the Regional conference when people with my position (level) will never be able to go, what more with only a year plus working experience and slightly more than a year being with the bank. Truly! Only God could have made it all possible!

One lesson that stood out for me during this time is faith + believe. If you were a trapeze artist and were skilled at walking across tightropes over high places, you might even be willing to walk across Niagara Falls. In fact, I would have confidence that you could because I had seen your abilities as a trapeze artist. However, if you asked me if you could push me in a wheelbarrow across Niagara Falls, you would be challenging me to put my beliefs into action. This requires faith, participation, and risk, which, until now, was based only on mental assent.

I guess that is something I am learning to really trust God and jump in the basket even when the circumstances ahead just seems to screams the opposite.


"Thank You! Lord"

Thank you for being the GOD of second chances, third chances, fourth chances.... x chances
Thank you for loving the unlovable
Thank you for investing in a worthless, nobody, a tiny particle in the vast beach and turning giving me a new found hope!


I am the salt of the earth (Matthew 5:13).

I am the light of the world (Matthew 5:14).

I am a child of God (John 1:12).

I am part of the true vine, and Christ's life flows through me (John 15:1, 5).

I am Christ's friend (John 15:15).

I am chosen by Christ to bear fruit (John 15:16).

I am Christ's personal witness sent out to tell everybody about Him (Acts 1:8).

I am a slave of righteousness (Romans 6:18).

I am a slave to God, making me holy and giving me eternal life (Romans 6:22).

I am a child of God; I call Him my Father (Romans 8:14, 15; Galatians 3:26; 4:6).

I am coheir with Christ, inheriting His glory (Romans 8:17).

I am a temple - a dwelling place - for God. His spirit and His life live in me

(1 Corinthians 3:16 ; 6:19).

I am joined forever to the Lord and am one spirit with Him (1 Corinthians 6:17).

I am part of Christ's Body (1 Corinthians 12:27).

I am a new person. My past is forgiven and everything is new (2 Corinthians 5:17).

I am at peace with God, and He has given me the work of helping others find peace

with Him (2 Corinthians 5:18, 19).

I am a child of God and one with others in His family (Galatians 3:26, 28).

I am child of God and will receive the inheritance He has promised

(Galatians 4:6, 7).

I am a saint, a holy person (Ephesians 1:1; Philippians 1:1; Colossians 1:2).

I am a citizen of heaven seated in heaven right now

(Ephesians 2:6; Philippians 3:20).

I am God's building project, His handiwork, created in Christ to do His work

(Ephesians 2:10).

I am a citizen of heaven with all God's family (Ephesians 2:19).

I am a prisoner of Christ so I can help others (Ephesians 3:1; 4:1).

I am righteous and holy (Ephesians 4:24).

I am hidden with Christ in God (Colossians 3:3).

I am an expression of the life of Christ because He is my life (Colossians 3:4).

I am chosen of God, holy and dearly loved (Colossians 3:12; 1 Thessalonians 1:4).

I am a child of light and not of darkness ( Thessalonians 5:5).

I am chosen to share in God's heavenly calling (Hebrews 3:1).

I am part of Christ; I share in His life (Hebrews 3:14).

I am one of God's living stones, being built up in Christ as a spiritual house

(1 Peter 2:5).

I am a member of a chosen race, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people belonging

to God (1 Peter 2:9, 10).

I am only a visitor to this world in which I temporarily live (1 Peter 2:11).

I am an enemy of the devil (1 Peter 5:8).

I am a child of God, and I will be like Christ when He returns (1 John 3:1, 2).

I am born again in Christ, and the evil one - the devil - cannot touch me

(1 John 5:18).

I am not the great "I Am" (Exodus 3:14; John 8:24, 28, 58), but by the grace of

God, I am what I am (1 Corinthians 15:10).
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Recapping moments from the last weekend in July to the first weekend in September

30 July 2011 : - Shape Night Run - 2011 (Putrajaya) We finish the race =) Fired up for the Siemens Run end of September.



6 August 2011 :- The World Vision 30 Hour famine (less than 6 hours). Moving out of the 'katak di-bawah tempurung' mentality.


13 August 2011: - MATTA Fair. See the world all in one venue. Rich in culture and beauty.


2nd all gals match for 2011 : - We lost to Contact but win many new found friends and a great game! (I knew all the while it was the blue colour that made a lose. Back in school red house always wins!)

Did a long and good stretch. Now its time to stretch my vision, my heart and my capacity for His Glory.
Ivone - Group 19 Leader all the way from Jakarta

Jessica's friends and now mine as well. =)

The ICM group. I learned to walk the talk. Theory to action.

Roomates from 368. I can't hear you coz I am asleep. I can't see you because you are hidden under the blanket and can't speak someone's sleeping.

Andrew's of the camp. Andrew in checked shirt the star at the conference.


4 September 2011 : - ICC my now spiritual family in Serdang 1st Anniversary.


My companions at the anniversary. Bright, roving Z Generation leaders.
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This year I will be taking part in the World Vision 30 Hour famine. Basically, I do not know how I am going to be able to manage the whole thing and get the support from others to make this a success but knowing that it can make a difference to one of God's precious child is really all that matters.

World Vision 30 Hour famine this year is fighting for Children's Health. Its really heart warming to know that there are still many out there who really has the heart to step out of their world and into the world of someone else who is less fortunate.

I'm sure this will be an eye opener to many and a great learning experience for me.


I am really reminded of my childhood especially since I was born on this day 23 years ago. It was really good to be back again just letting everything lose and being one again. No matter how old you get there's always a child in you. Clearly displayed by my much more older colleagues when we had out team building. It was my first outdoor rock climbing too! Felt that I achieve something during that team building. Pictures below will do most of the talking.



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Jess, Sok Ling and me back in 2006

It was a good meet up session with one of my craziest ever college mate (None other than Jess). True to itself she manage to get the entire restaurant attention. She really has a big big heart and thanks to the internal instant messaging system we have in the Bank, I am still able to keep in touch with her. She's probably one of the only people around where I work that keeps my sanity. Being in the working world where everyone's from a different generation is really heart warming to be able to talk to someone who's from the same wave length.


Sad to say that we are working different hours and at different locations. She's based in Cyberjaya while I am in the heart of KL and while she works in UK time, I am working in Malaysian time. Its been ages since I last met her, and although we could keep in touch on-line its quite different to be able to meet her face-to-face.

Well, lately I have been hearing a lot about how the 'older' generation spend their youth it dawn upon me that my youth is far slipping away and if I continue to wait I will never be able to say I had a fruitful 'youth hood'. I am proud to say that I never regretted my childhood neither did I regret my College days, I believe I have live it to the fullest (in my own understanding) and since I stepped in the working world, I have allowed circumstances to get the best of me. No more of that!


To mark that I am going to live everything to the fullest and to inject back life into my years here on earth, I have poured in hope. I have started taking mandarin classes. (Not those where you learn how to read, write and soon a scholar) Its a bit taxing as I have to rush for class after work and to wait for the all wonderful KTM and reach home slightly after 11pm and get up again the next day for work. (Mind you the horrible KTM can make you late eventhough you arrive at the station at 7.12am as the train can come as late as 8.30pm) What other steps I will be taking well as time goes by I will blog about it.

Oh! I watched the wedding of Prince William and Kate. Amazing how everyone around the world and especially in London celebrates with them. I can imagine the jam packed tube after the entire ceremony. Anyway, I guess Kate and Prince William has brought in an extra flavour to the royal family. Soon to follow little Kates and Wills. Do hope that this fairytale love will last. Its nice to see that he faces lit up when he saw her. Well, interestingly the wedding was also shown in Dataran Merdeka. Sad to say I hardly even know anything about our own country King and Queen what more their children or grandchildren for the matter.


Well really glad May its finally here! Less working days. ;)


A little about Easter, it was such an experience to be able to worship God in the open an at such an unearthly hour. Glory indeed to God on High. Really can imagine when one day we will be seeing the Lord Jesus face to face and singing praises to Him everyday in the open outdoors. How awesome! ~ I'm sure the weather be much better then. ;) It was rather hot when it hit 8am. Sun beating down my back and all I could think was to run for shade but praise God for the beautiful weather then.
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This certainly isn't what I imagined life after graduation to be. I have always been so sure about what to do next (or at least pretty much) but right now I just don't know what to apply for. I really wonder why I studied accounting in the first place. The past few days I decided to browse through the newspapers looking for potential jobs and all I achieved is a huge sense of being totally lost. I mean I have been trained for the past 4-5 years in Accounts and being trained in analysing these figures but the thing I dread most is figures.

I am enjoying home but I know that this is certainly not the way things should go. I will have to face reality and start my journey for don't know how many years in the workforce. At least for now I am not facing the pressure to get any jobs as I only plan to start work in January (which isn't really helping me to be motivated).

Honestly I don't like the idea of not knowing where to go next or what to do next. Well, not as though people like uncertainty. I have convo to look forward this Saturday, it would be good to meet up with friends after such a long time. Really looking forward to NC partly because its been quite a while since I actually attended camp and it would be a good time out to meet old college friends and also spend time just concentrating on activities which is already all planned out and all I need to do is go with the flow.

Somehow I know that God likes to put uncertainty and that this is also part of His purpose and plans. Last Sunday, sitting in the midst of a total different environment (attended a church in Penang) the message seems to be the same but this time it seems to hit hard at the core. Do I really trust Him? How come I can't seem to let go of these choices and trust Him? How come it seems so difficult to hold on to Him? I know He has provided through circumstances in which I cannot imagine. Has He failed me? Nopes not once. He always comes through each time but why do I still fear of what is to come. Sometimes I can't understand myself either.

Alrights, moving on! The weekend away was good. Its nice just being away from everything and having no distraction with assignments or work and everyone is together on a holiday. Penang food has deteriorated. I think Taiping's food taste much better now however not as good as those days. Disappointing really!! They should maintai the food quality!~ Anyway the whole trip as we have been to Penang like so often its more like a food tour rather than a 'look see' tour. Nevertheless I enjoy the trip!
Well do hope that I would be able to get back to the court and play some good floorball and also get my stamina back so that I can start going for runs as well :) Hopefully....
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