Went down to Taiping over the weekend and on the way back we visited Gua Tempurung. Strangely living in Malaysia and passing the Gua Tempurung for at least 3 times a year I haven't visited it till now. Of course the rest of my family members have.

Well, today starts the beginning of a week's long conference in Port Dickson. This will be my last camp or entertainment so to say before I start work. Seriously, I am going to make the most of it. Its not like I can turn back time and enjoy College life again. It will be a good time out and a great time to meet fellow friends and best part is I have my sis coming along. Off to PD for the week...... =)

Time seems to be moving so fast I can't put a full stop on it. Its been a month full of activities attended 3 interviews in this short span of time. Really thank God for the opportunity as I did not even put in my resume for any of these interviews but was headhunted. Finally, the decision is made shall not contemplate any further, going for interviews and just looking for jobs (even though not putting in applications just browsing) takes a toll out of me. More mental strength than anything.

The job I accepted well its really an opportunity given. The week itself that I reached back to Malaysia, I got a call offering me the job. Last Monday, went for the interview and today I went for the medical check up and starting work in December. How things move so quickly that I haven't even accomplished all that I want this holidays. (I was really hoping to start work in Jan instead)

It feels really horrible not being able to sweat it all out. Use to have the gym and just working out makes me feel much better but didn't go back to my normal routine because I wanted more time to do the other stuff.

Well I will be going for NC (FES National Conference) next week. It will be a week long conference. Something I have been looking forward since a long long time ago and finally the opportunity has come :) It will be my final getaway before signing my life over to the working world. (Already been pre-warned about long working hours) :(

I guess, I just got to learn to be flexible. Masjid Jamek I meet u again. (Peeps feel free to drop by and visit :P) Not going to think about work till it comes. Not sure what to look forward 2. I do know when the time comes everything will fall into place or so I think it will.

Just updates.......

It has been a period of settling back into Malaysia. Before I start in to a whole new journey in my life, I'm taking the next few weeks to just reflect and take in everything that has happened in my life for the past 22 years. I guess time just flies and I hardly ever had a pause at all in this long video recording. It would be a time of redirecting, rethinking, and definitely a new beginning to come.

Will be attending a one week long conference from the 29th of November to the 4th of December and it will of of to Singapore in about two weeks after that.

Really glad that my stuff from UK has arrived though. Miss my sport shoes :) Now time to put them into full use after 2 months of completely no jogging, running or for that matter much walking!

I am really proud of what CF is today. I am glad that it has come out stronger, glad that they are going to have exciting times and that they are going to have a whole new adventure with their new CF advisor Mr.Andrew Tan. Indeed seeing them grow in the Lord is priceless!

Kudos to the outgoing committees and All the best to the new committees.

May the Lord's favour be upon you all.

I am glad and thankful for the pioneers that started out the TARC CF without them CF will never have been around. Thankful that these bunch of people have listen to His calling and today I can say that this one ministry has touched many lives and to some a life changing one =)

To the unsung heroes, God bless!

Well these are the events and occasions that not only coloured the past few weeks that I am back in Malaysia but also give me a good excuse to indulge in the Malaysian cuisine. Too busy eating forgot to take memories of the food in Taiping :) But I guess seeing all the food below a glimpse of what Malaysia has to offer is pretty clear :P Starting with the food from Penang all the way to the first weekend back in Malaysia :)

This certainly isn't what I imagined life after graduation to be. I have always been so sure about what to do next (or at least pretty much) but right now I just don't know what to apply for. I really wonder why I studied accounting in the first place. The past few days I decided to browse through the newspapers looking for potential jobs and all I achieved is a huge sense of being totally lost. I mean I have been trained for the past 4-5 years in Accounts and being trained in analysing these figures but the thing I dread most is figures.

I am enjoying home but I know that this is certainly not the way things should go. I will have to face reality and start my journey for don't know how many years in the workforce. At least for now I am not facing the pressure to get any jobs as I only plan to start work in January (which isn't really helping me to be motivated).

Honestly I don't like the idea of not knowing where to go next or what to do next. Well, not as though people like uncertainty. I have convo to look forward this Saturday, it would be good to meet up with friends after such a long time. Really looking forward to NC partly because its been quite a while since I actually attended camp and it would be a good time out to meet old college friends and also spend time just concentrating on activities which is already all planned out and all I need to do is go with the flow.

Somehow I know that God likes to put uncertainty and that this is also part of His purpose and plans. Last Sunday, sitting in the midst of a total different environment (attended a church in Penang) the message seems to be the same but this time it seems to hit hard at the core. Do I really trust Him? How come I can't seem to let go of these choices and trust Him? How come it seems so difficult to hold on to Him? I know He has provided through circumstances in which I cannot imagine. Has He failed me? Nopes not once. He always comes through each time but why do I still fear of what is to come. Sometimes I can't understand myself either.

Alrights, moving on! The weekend away was good. Its nice just being away from everything and having no distraction with assignments or work and everyone is together on a holiday. Penang food has deteriorated. I think Taiping's food taste much better now however not as good as those days. Disappointing really!! They should maintai the food quality!~ Anyway the whole trip as we have been to Penang like so often its more like a food tour rather than a 'look see' tour. Nevertheless I enjoy the trip!

Well do hope that I would be able to get back to the court and play some good floorball and also get my stamina back so that I can start going for runs as well :) Hopefully....