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Wish I could express what's going on. Speechless... One thing I know that though I am deep in the valley He still holds me.

Anyway, regarding the game we had just a while ago. It struck me that we were no better than the other players. It has become a game of winning. Is that it? Our identity speaks of us. We are Salibandy Co! I really wonder whether God would have been please with the way we played just now. Maybe what we really need its not more practice but rather playing it as though He is the head, the play maker. Quite frankly I am reminded of Achan's sin. A time of cleansing should take place. My desire is to see the team coming together as One team One way. Relax le... it's just a game to me I think the most important thing is about Sportsmanship and showing how we as Co!~ players do it. To stand out above the other clubs in the KL League.

Come on Salibandy Co! players we have to raise the bar higher! =) 6 more weeks to go. Still lots of time. Let's get the basic right.
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Got some exercise today. After so many weeks of not going for class it was quite a torture. The new class I went power attack was seriously challenging. 100 over push ups and another 50 over sit ups. An intense cardio class. A mixture of push ups, sit ups, and lots of running, jumping, squats. I like it though! Awesome.

Class is getting a little more taxing this semester. The lecturers are not helping at all. I find it such a struggle to actually understand what they are saying especially since I can't even concentrate in class. I guess its age that sets in these lecturers that causes it. They turn round and round, tell their stories which most of the time is not related and things that can be put across in 10 words takes them more then half an hour. I need patience....

On another note, trustworthy people is really hard to come by.
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It was last Sunday, Dad fetch me back to campus. Just me and him having quality time together. Enjoy moments that we can just chit chat. =) Well, on the way when we pass by Sentul that said something which caught my attention. “This place has both the Hindu Temple and Buddhist Temple” [paused awhile] “One day I must come here, the god here is very powerful” I wanted to react and say something but I just prayed that one day…one day he will know the truth.

Lord, have compassion on Your servant and this one prayer Lord I plead with You that Daddy will know You. That he will see that God, You are like no other. That he will know that You are the King of Kings and the Lord of Lord. To see You O God as the One who heals, who comforts, who strengthens and who understand everything we go through and know that Your grace and mercy abounds and that from You we are made and in You is all things. In Jesus Most Holy Name. Amen

Dad I love you a lot! Thanks for bringing me up and looking into my needs. Love ya. Muax….

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Did it! 1 Hour and 26minits. Okay, not something to shout about but I played in the KL league (floorball) the day before and by the time I came back home it was 7 plus in the evening, celebrated Dad’s birthday and it was off to bed and the run in the morning.

Quite weird I wasn’t feeling nervous didn’t really had anything in mind but I came with a purpose today and that was to pray for UPM. Since, I am going to go for more runs (hopefully) I thought it was only good that I should enter into the habit of running and praying at the same time and not just thinking of winning and getting the glory. So that’s what I did. Amazing!

I felt I could run much faster if not because of the sea of people that were in front. Firstly we didn’t even know we were flag off, standing right behind the line (first time what do you expect?) and then everyone started running and we were still talking then someone said “Eh! Run…. Start already” So then we said “Oh!” and we begin our journey.

Countless hills. I thought that stamina would be a problem but actually is the people factor that was a problem. It was quite hard to keep slowing down then picking up pace again as there was so many people. Nevertheless, I kept going.

One thing I was reminded throughout the race was that we are in this lives race. Many things may distract you from finishing the race. The beautiful parks, the food stalls where you can just sit and forget your purpose or just your friends that are running with you that you forgot why you were in the race and start taking pictures the whole way. Also in this race, you don’t know what’s ahead. You don’t know where to run all you have to do is look out for sign boards and trust the people in front to lead you ahead. Apart from that, you can be disqualified from the race if you take short cuts, do not abide in the rules and regulations set by the organizers. Last but not least your self could be a factor. Tiredness, Body Aches, Weak Mentally and also illness.

I like the way Paul puts it in 1 Corinthians 9:24-27

“Do you not know that those who run in a race all run, but one receives the prize? Run in such a way that you may obtain it. And everyone who competes for the prize is temperate in all things. Now they do it to obtain a perishable crown, but we for an imperishable crown. Therefore I run thus : not with uncertainty. Thus I fight : not as one who beats the air. But I discipline my body and bring it into subjection lest when I have preached to others, I myself should become disqualified. “

So this is to mark my first of public race. I thank the LORD for bringing me through and the wonderful time we had throughout the run. =) Can’t believe that Elder Ang (81 years old) said the same thing in his message today in church. By the way just for your info I didn’t know they changed the distance to 11km plus instead of 10km which I only noticed it when I reached the finish line and saw the certificate.

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I have my own search engine! Way too cool!!
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Something is happening and I know it is.
Its weird that we may all be in the same environment but not everyone can sense the same thing.
Whatever it is, its good that people actually start waking up with their senses wide awake. Following the routine of life is not what is suppose to be.
Do you want to see the hands of God move?
Many a times I wonder whether us, Christians actually want to see the Lord's hand moving in our lives, in our communities, in our families. One thing is sure for certain if HE moves in Your World, it will never be the same. You can't be living the same way, wanting the same things anymore. One thing I am always reminded is being lukewarm. In Revelations 3:15-16 The Lord says 'I know your works, that you are neither cold nor hot. I would that you were cold or hot. So because you are lukewarm you are neither cold nor hot, I will vomit you out of My mouth. Such seriousness in speech. Yet when I look around I don't have to look far looking at myself many a times I feel that I am lukewarm neither cold nor hot. Fluctuating temperature. If we keep praying for the Lord to bring revival in our dry land then shouldn't it start with You?
It is funny sometimes to see Christians walking out into the world wanting to fight a battle without counting the armies in front of them and without doing proper preparation. It's as though a beggar with hardly any cloth on his body walking out into a battlefield and say 'I will bring victory by overcoming you my enemies'. How foolish!
Paul writes to the Ephesians saying
"Therefore take to yourselves the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand... your loins girded about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness and your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace. Above all, take the shield of faith...And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the Word of God, ..."Eph 6:13-18
Only then we have chance to withstand the fierce battle we go through.

The power of prayer is great indeed. People has come up to me asking how to hear God. I remember asking the exact same question not too long ago. The answer is tuning our hearts to the Lord's. Hearing God and coming before Him is no more to the elite group of people as found in the Old testament but in Acts 2:38-39 "Every one of you," said St. Peter, "shall receive the gift of the Holy Ghost." To you is the promise, and to your children, and to all that are afar off, even as many as the Lord our God shall call. Amazing isn't it. And what can this power do?
"And it shall come to pass in the last days, saith God, I will pour out of My Spirit upon all flesh: and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, and your young men shall see visions, and your old men shall dream dreams." Acts 2:17.

I was challenged yesterday to get out of my comfort zone (lazing around) to run for my college. The outcomes after 11 rounds the Hostel :
1. Realizing how God is so Real.
2. He has the compassion and heart for my generation of people.
3. Mentally and Spiritually re-energized.
4. A - Almighty God will be lifted high
B - Boldness for His people to speak about Him
C - Courage when trials and tribulations come to persevere on
D - Determination to seek the Lord
E - Earnestly wanting to bring about change and the Lord's will to be done
F - Faith to arise
G - Grace. People will know that the Lord is full of grace.
H - Honesty among the students
I - Integrity in the way we live as students
J - Justice being kept in our college life
5. The purpose in TARC. Training, Anointing, Releasing Conquerors
6. The depressed and lonely, the relationships, purpose of life.
7. Completeness and the urgency in the message

He indeed loves the people (Students of TARC) and I pray that I might beat where His heart is. I will end with this song.

I once was lost but You found me and now I'm free
I need Your power to come and change me
Your Spirit lives in me
I wanna dance for all to see
What compares to Your redeeming Love
What can separate me from Your Love
I need You in my life
I'm never letting go
Of all the things You've said
I'm holding on 'cause You promised me that
You'd never leave
You're always by my side
You'll never let me go
So I'm holding on 'cause I know that I need You
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Running seems to draw me closer to God. I find that when I jog ALONE. I usually communicate with Him. Interestingly it seems as though I am stronger each time I run. When I am tired and weary, I just focused more on prayer and keep building my mental strength. Indeed one thing I really appreciate about running is building my mental power and also seeing the Lord in a different light. Really is like running the race and ensuring that is done well. Quite fired up to run even more now! =) Not running for speed or loosing weight BUT to do it even when I am weak and tired that His strength be made perfect in my weakness.
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After such a long long time finally met with Uncle Jason Fong from SU(Scripture Union) again. First met him at the SUFES leadership Camp in 2001. My group leader. One person I have the respect and certainly one that inspires me a lot. Well, he spoke in church today. Very refreshing message. Titled The Matrix. He spoke on how we are to be IN the world but yet NOT of it. Taken from the text Daniel. Yeah indeed a good reminder of how we are to be doing things like any other ordinary person and excelling like Daniel and his friends and not uprooting ourself from society and living in some jungle. To triumph Within the matrix and not to triumph over the matrix.

My prayer is that in my pain not only that I am comforted and relieved but more importantly that through the trials and the heart ache that I learn something.
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Priorities! Semester has just started and I am beginning to feel bogged down by assignments and lecturer's demand not to mention my active lifestyle :P Living in the modern world I wonder how some people are able to manage so many activities at one time and also still finish their assignments and the results that any student would want on their little piece of paper.
Friends, Family, Assignments, Reading ahead or alongside the pace of our lecturers, Sports, Society, Church Service and this is not even including time for me to laze around, shopping, hanging out... How to juggle all at once?
-KL League.
-Training
-Reports
-Coursework Test
-House chores
-Maintaining Friendship
-Service
-My own hobbies
-Family obligations
Arghhhh.... don't think counting opportunity cost helps here because I want to do everything and not everything is an option. Why must we choose?
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As I write this I just don't know how to express my gratitude to the Lord. Indeed the Lord has been good to me. Just moments ago I checked my results for my past semester. Results has always been one things that kills all my nerves. I told the Lord that I will give thanks for whatever the results maybe and that no matter what each and every result is a blessing and its His grace that I am able to receive anything. As soon as I saw my results the first person I told was of course my dear mum who has always been the first to receive news of all my results since I can't remember when. After that I broke down in tears of gratefulness and thankfulness for the Lord's hand of favor. Indeed its much better then I expected it to be and I just want to give glory to the Lord for His grace on His servant. Words cannot express my feelings of how the Lord has been AWESOME to me not just in studies but in every single area of my life.
"Though I don't deserve them You gave" Thank You!
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I am not a person of great intelligence
I am not a sight to behold
I am not the most lovely person to be with
I am not a communicator
I am not a heart of gold
I am not a leader of multitudes
I am not a popular person
I am not Ms. Talented
I am not a person with great strength
I am not a righteous person
BUT yet the Lord Most High says He loves me
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My very first post from my room in hostel. =)
Yups I am connected to the world in my room.
Well, updates from the run last Saturday. I DID IT!! 30 min. Pretty proud of myself and the whole group. We never expected to be so fast and it wasn't too bad. Could actually go on.
One word PRAISE be to God! Thank the Lord for the lovely weather. It was just what we prayed. Cloudy, no sun and not raining. Exactly the weather we needed. Mind you we ran at 9.35am.
When I was running, I felt that God was running alongside us. I thought I would be praying more for myself (for strength and endurance) during the run but I actually prayed for others. Things just came to mind and I started praying and actually having compassion as I prayed. Amazing how the Lord enable me to just pray. For the little section that we prayed may YOU be blessed.
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“Be very careful never to forget what you have seen the LORD do for you, Do not let these things escape from your mind as long as you live! And be sure to pass them on to your children and grandchildren.” Deuteronomy 4:9

We are not better than our neighbours. We are not smarter or wiser. We are not in better health than others. Our struggles, successes and failures are the same. Yet we tell an old story that is always new; We are dead to sin- the divide between us and God is bridged in Christ- and we are alive to God through Jesus Christ our Lord (Romans 6:11)

Tell me the old, old story of unseen things above,
Of Jesus and His glory, of Jesus and His love.
Tell me the story simply, as to a little child,
For I am weak and weary, and helpless and defiled.

Tell me the old, old story, tell me the old, old story,

Tell me the old, old story, of Jesus and His love.

Tell me the story slowly, that I may take it in,
That wonderful redemption, God’s remedy for sin.
Tell me the story often, for I forget so soon;
The early dew of morning has passed away at noon.

Tell me the story softly, with earnest tones and grave;

Remember I’m the sinner whom Jesus came to save.
Tell me the story always, if you would really be,
In any time of trouble, a comforter to me.

Tell me the same old story when you have cause to fear

That this world’s empty glory is costing me too dear.
Yes, and when that world’s glory is dawning on my soul,
Tell me the old, old story: “Christ Jesus makes thee whole.”

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Just came back from my First training clinic for run for the nation. They have been training for months and this is my first. Not too bad I will say. Completed around 7km up and down the Bukit Jalil Park. The people there were nice. Kenny Martin was good. He gave lots of tips. Looks like I am ready physically for the run. Spiritually? Well, that is another issue. Exactly one more week. =)
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After a month not playing floorball it was a torture playing in UM. Only an hour plus an I am ready to quit. Since it has been quite some time though I was not feeling well I went down anyway so you can guess not well and running around doesn't sound good. :) But anyway I had a great time. Miss playing with the fellas. My arms ache today. Quite weird it never has before especially after floorball.

Anyways not here to complain to express my grumblings.

Well, over the holidays I did some travelling with my family to Pahang, Terengganu, Kedah, Perak, and also Penang. Was talking with my mum about work and all and then it came to where I might be able to work if I am placed outside of the city. Being a city girl for my whole life I am definitely going to a place where the hustle bustle of the city is around. Ask me to lead a quiet life? Gosh! that would be a torture.

The place MUST have a proper hospital, sports facilities, proper shopping malls, appropriate food, activities to keep a person entertain and cheap technology.

But if KL is not the place then well there are several places I might consider going. (Local not including overseas)
Taiping though is a land of food is definitely not on the list of possible places.
Kuantan and Penang are the current possible options.