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This little cartoon pretty much sums what I do most of the time. Too tired to listen that it has become a one way communication of my wants, desires and etc. I can't wait to hit the bed when I have a chance. I mumble my request to God when I am in the train, half way asleep on my bed and then come to the conclusion that God has not answered my prayers. Question is has God answered but I have not listened?

In a turn of events, I was able to attend the 1 week prayer seminar at the end of March. A time where we just come and talk to God. In all our busyness thankful for that week where we had at least 3 hours of just having a focus relationship with little distraction.

Well, I came across this little story and how it reminded me to continue on in whatever I do because there is a purpose for it. Read on for more....

Sometimes, in life, we are required to accomplish certain tasks and we may get tired and wonder why we do the things we do... God has a purpose in our lives and He uses each one of us to take care of certain jobs. 1 Tim. 1:12 says,"And I thank Christ Jesus our Lord, who hath enabled me, for that he counted me faithful, putting me into the ministry;"


Brenda was almost halfway to the top of the tremendous granite cliff. She was standing on a ledge where she was taking a breather during this, her first rock climb. As she rested there, the safety rope snapped against her eye and knocked out her contact lens.

'Great', she thought. 'Here I am on a rock ledge, hundreds of feet from the bottom and hundreds of feet to the top of this cliff, and now my sight is blurry.' She looked and looked, hoping that somehow it had landed on the ledge. But it just wasn't there.

She felt the panic rising in her, so she began praying. She prayed for calm, and she prayed that she might find her contact lens. When she got to the top, a friend examined her eye and her clothing for the lens, but it was not to be found. Although she was calm now that she was at the top, she was saddened because she could not clearly see across the range of mountains. She thought of the Bible verse 'The eyes of the Lord run to and fro throughout the whole earth.'

She thought, 'Lord, You can see all these mountains. You know every stone and leaf, and You know exactly where my contact lens is. Please help me.'

Later, when they had hiked down the trail to the bottom of the cliff they met another party of climbers just starting up the face of the cliff. One of them shouted out, 'Hey, you guys! Anybody lose a contact lens?'

Well, that would be startling enough, but you know why the climber saw it? An ant was moving slowly across a twig on the face of the rock, carrying it!


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7 April, 7.30pm : Just finished watching the Easter musical, we (Kah Seng, Joelle and myself) were going to grab dinner at OUG. Waiting at the traffic light near Pearl Point International, I was busy talking with the other two about curry mee and the next very moment I saw from the back of my shoulder a huge trailer coming followed by a loud scratching sound and it rammed into the other two cars on our right side.

Its the first time I see the two cars literally flying to two ends of the road and I thought the right side of the car that we were in will be totally damaged but after managing to move the car to the side only the front part of the car was damaged.

However, it is really a miracle that nobody died in the accident. The condition of both the cars that flew was horrible. The car that flew to the left was like a smash tin can but yet they came out safe and sound. Only the other car driver suffered several stitches but other than that everyone is well and safe.

While the accident cause us a long process and massive traffic jam at Old Klang Road, I must say I am really grateful and thankful to God that we came out without a scratch (apart from being a little fearful).

In that whole situation am thankful to my family who quickly came to my aid from Semenyih (yes my Dad came to the police station too) , to the FGA church mates that was there on the scene and to Pastor Grace and Arnand that came and prayed for us. Most of all to Joelle and Kah Seng that kept their straight face and be ever so positive about the whole thing.

Please do drive safely and carefully, I have seen at least one accident nearly everyday. We need to all play a part and drive carefully behind the wheels. Its the real world and not some video game where people don't die.

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To move or not to move that is the question


I am in the midst of contemplating whether or not to move to a different career. If yes then where to? I don't think there is such a thing of really having a job that fits everything you want but the problem with me is I can't see myself in the next 5-10 years. I guess that's even more frustration that knowing what you want and not able to attain that goal.

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From now till 24 May its going to be quite an interesting juggle. Work, Greek classes and the CIMA T4 case (Its about the Toy Industry this time round.... ie loads of reading up about toys and its design) which I unfortunately didn't pass the last round so yes it's on my to do list once again.

Despite the busyness, glad that we (my sis + her school mate / my senior) met up with our former CF teacher. Always treasured those special moments when we had to cross over the road to have our underground meetings and this special teacher , Mrs Lee used to come eventhough she has retired from the school just to encourage us. How awesome!!

Anyway, work is not getting any easier with new responsibilities and news that more colleagues are leaving the bank to greener pastures. I am also keen of moving on to greener pastures. It's really difficult not to want to move on especially when you see your peers overseas. I am really hoping to be able to get an overseas experience in my career. It will be good to go explore a different culture, a different environment, and a different country. I just love learning new things, exploring, just being able to do something different each day. Learning its just so fun and exciting in some ways....

Of course the dreams of doing my masters is still there. Sometimes, I do wish that I had enough to go see the world and also do my masters at the same time. Unfortunately, at the moment can do neither. With everything being so expensive, even staying a float in this economic crisis is not easy. Needless to say, luxury phones, clothes and fashion accessories is certainly not in my list at the moment. Amazing how some friends who are around my age are already getting their own cars, houses, property?? I am way behind in this monetary achievements. Nevertheless, I am still grateful that I have my parents home to live in, four wheels to enable me to move around, food each day on my table and the little extras that makes me 2nd - 3rd class in the society.

I still haven't figured out what I want to major in. Not sure whether I want to be in the same industry, or finally do something related to CIMA, or take on a totally different field..... Sometimes I wish everything is either black or white. 2 options are always easier, don't you think?

Anyway, for now I've got my paper to focus on, my Greek exams (Not doing too well, Greek is so Greek), and the other usual responsibilities in church and at work. Some cartoon humour for the week!!



wanting more cartoons, wanting more cartoon, wanting more picture, wanting more pictures, wanting more image, wanting more images, wanting more illustration, wanting more illustrations

'I'm not sure what I want out of life, but I want a lot of it.' by Delgado, Roy

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Too lazy to write. Enjoy the pictures below!! Work + Leisure is the way to go! Hopefully I will get to go for more of such conferences or work related things. An eye opener as well as a good time to see the different cultures. Love the richness of culture the world has to offer. Need to be a different place each time though. :p









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Now there's nothing extraordinary in Hong Kong but the things that lead to this trip has been extraordinary. To sum it up I received my credit card few hours before my flight to Hong Kong, book an accommodation for the extra night in Hong Kong in about 2 days earlier and Levina agreeing to come to Hong Kong with just a few weeks notice. Oh and also nearly had the trip cancel the week before I was suppose to fly off. Seriously, to be able to go to Hong Kong and come back to tell the story is beyond this world. The timing can never be so precise. Well, all glory be to HIM.



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I'm living by His grace each day. This post is dedicated to the one who made me. The one I call my Father, my Lord, my Friend and the one who holds me in His hand.

Looking at the past few months, I can only say that the Lord has been good to me.

Church
Well, one of the hardest questions I get from people is how is church? Now it is a love and hate relationship with the things that is going on in church. It is strange how you can feel so much for something yet you can also be frustrated and the only thought is to move on. Nevertheless, I am thankful that despite it all, I see how the little ones are coming to know HIM more and more. How they are asking questions that really matters and questions that counts. I am encouraged each time I see their child like faith. I have learnt to just take each moment as it comes.

Work
Despite not being a "somebody" the Lord has open doors of opportunity for me to grow and learn in the place where everyone is of Senior Level. I am thankful for my colleagues that has not only be kind enough to be coaching me with my work and assigning me with task that is not really for my level. Thankful that they even allowed me to go to Hong Kong for an attachment as well as the Regional conference when people with my position (level) will never be able to go, what more with only a year plus working experience and slightly more than a year being with the bank. Truly! Only God could have made it all possible!

One lesson that stood out for me during this time is faith + believe. If you were a trapeze artist and were skilled at walking across tightropes over high places, you might even be willing to walk across Niagara Falls. In fact, I would have confidence that you could because I had seen your abilities as a trapeze artist. However, if you asked me if you could push me in a wheelbarrow across Niagara Falls, you would be challenging me to put my beliefs into action. This requires faith, participation, and risk, which, until now, was based only on mental assent.

I guess that is something I am learning to really trust God and jump in the basket even when the circumstances ahead just seems to screams the opposite.


"Thank You! Lord"

Thank you for being the GOD of second chances, third chances, fourth chances.... x chances
Thank you for loving the unlovable
Thank you for investing in a worthless, nobody, a tiny particle in the vast beach and turning giving me a new found hope!


I am the salt of the earth (Matthew 5:13).

I am the light of the world (Matthew 5:14).

I am a child of God (John 1:12).

I am part of the true vine, and Christ's life flows through me (John 15:1, 5).

I am Christ's friend (John 15:15).

I am chosen by Christ to bear fruit (John 15:16).

I am Christ's personal witness sent out to tell everybody about Him (Acts 1:8).

I am a slave of righteousness (Romans 6:18).

I am a slave to God, making me holy and giving me eternal life (Romans 6:22).

I am a child of God; I call Him my Father (Romans 8:14, 15; Galatians 3:26; 4:6).

I am coheir with Christ, inheriting His glory (Romans 8:17).

I am a temple - a dwelling place - for God. His spirit and His life live in me

(1 Corinthians 3:16 ; 6:19).

I am joined forever to the Lord and am one spirit with Him (1 Corinthians 6:17).

I am part of Christ's Body (1 Corinthians 12:27).

I am a new person. My past is forgiven and everything is new (2 Corinthians 5:17).

I am at peace with God, and He has given me the work of helping others find peace

with Him (2 Corinthians 5:18, 19).

I am a child of God and one with others in His family (Galatians 3:26, 28).

I am child of God and will receive the inheritance He has promised

(Galatians 4:6, 7).

I am a saint, a holy person (Ephesians 1:1; Philippians 1:1; Colossians 1:2).

I am a citizen of heaven seated in heaven right now

(Ephesians 2:6; Philippians 3:20).

I am God's building project, His handiwork, created in Christ to do His work

(Ephesians 2:10).

I am a citizen of heaven with all God's family (Ephesians 2:19).

I am a prisoner of Christ so I can help others (Ephesians 3:1; 4:1).

I am righteous and holy (Ephesians 4:24).

I am hidden with Christ in God (Colossians 3:3).

I am an expression of the life of Christ because He is my life (Colossians 3:4).

I am chosen of God, holy and dearly loved (Colossians 3:12; 1 Thessalonians 1:4).

I am a child of light and not of darkness ( Thessalonians 5:5).

I am chosen to share in God's heavenly calling (Hebrews 3:1).

I am part of Christ; I share in His life (Hebrews 3:14).

I am one of God's living stones, being built up in Christ as a spiritual house

(1 Peter 2:5).

I am a member of a chosen race, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people belonging

to God (1 Peter 2:9, 10).

I am only a visitor to this world in which I temporarily live (1 Peter 2:11).

I am an enemy of the devil (1 Peter 5:8).

I am a child of God, and I will be like Christ when He returns (1 John 3:1, 2).

I am born again in Christ, and the evil one - the devil - cannot touch me

(1 John 5:18).

I am not the great "I Am" (Exodus 3:14; John 8:24, 28, 58), but by the grace of

God, I am what I am (1 Corinthians 15:10).