Went down to Taiping over the weekend and on the way back we visited Gua Tempurung. Strangely living in Malaysia and passing the Gua Tempurung for at least 3 times a year I haven't visited it till now. Of course the rest of my family members have.

Well, today starts the beginning of a week's long conference in Port Dickson. This will be my last camp or entertainment so to say before I start work. Seriously, I am going to make the most of it. Its not like I can turn back time and enjoy College life again. It will be a good time out and a great time to meet fellow friends and best part is I have my sis coming along. Off to PD for the week...... =)

Time seems to be moving so fast I can't put a full stop on it. Its been a month full of activities attended 3 interviews in this short span of time. Really thank God for the opportunity as I did not even put in my resume for any of these interviews but was headhunted. Finally, the decision is made shall not contemplate any further, going for interviews and just looking for jobs (even though not putting in applications just browsing) takes a toll out of me. More mental strength than anything.

The job I accepted well its really an opportunity given. The week itself that I reached back to Malaysia, I got a call offering me the job. Last Monday, went for the interview and today I went for the medical check up and starting work in December. How things move so quickly that I haven't even accomplished all that I want this holidays. (I was really hoping to start work in Jan instead)

It feels really horrible not being able to sweat it all out. Use to have the gym and just working out makes me feel much better but didn't go back to my normal routine because I wanted more time to do the other stuff.

Well I will be going for NC (FES National Conference) next week. It will be a week long conference. Something I have been looking forward since a long long time ago and finally the opportunity has come :) It will be my final getaway before signing my life over to the working world. (Already been pre-warned about long working hours) :(

I guess, I just got to learn to be flexible. Masjid Jamek I meet u again. (Peeps feel free to drop by and visit :P) Not going to think about work till it comes. Not sure what to look forward 2. I do know when the time comes everything will fall into place or so I think it will.

Just updates.......

It has been a period of settling back into Malaysia. Before I start in to a whole new journey in my life, I'm taking the next few weeks to just reflect and take in everything that has happened in my life for the past 22 years. I guess time just flies and I hardly ever had a pause at all in this long video recording. It would be a time of redirecting, rethinking, and definitely a new beginning to come.

Will be attending a one week long conference from the 29th of November to the 4th of December and it will of of to Singapore in about two weeks after that.

Really glad that my stuff from UK has arrived though. Miss my sport shoes :) Now time to put them into full use after 2 months of completely no jogging, running or for that matter much walking!

I am really proud of what CF is today. I am glad that it has come out stronger, glad that they are going to have exciting times and that they are going to have a whole new adventure with their new CF advisor Mr.Andrew Tan. Indeed seeing them grow in the Lord is priceless!

Kudos to the outgoing committees and All the best to the new committees.

May the Lord's favour be upon you all.

I am glad and thankful for the pioneers that started out the TARC CF without them CF will never have been around. Thankful that these bunch of people have listen to His calling and today I can say that this one ministry has touched many lives and to some a life changing one =)

To the unsung heroes, God bless!

Well these are the events and occasions that not only coloured the past few weeks that I am back in Malaysia but also give me a good excuse to indulge in the Malaysian cuisine. Too busy eating forgot to take memories of the food in Taiping :) But I guess seeing all the food below a glimpse of what Malaysia has to offer is pretty clear :P Starting with the food from Penang all the way to the first weekend back in Malaysia :)

This certainly isn't what I imagined life after graduation to be. I have always been so sure about what to do next (or at least pretty much) but right now I just don't know what to apply for. I really wonder why I studied accounting in the first place. The past few days I decided to browse through the newspapers looking for potential jobs and all I achieved is a huge sense of being totally lost. I mean I have been trained for the past 4-5 years in Accounts and being trained in analysing these figures but the thing I dread most is figures.

I am enjoying home but I know that this is certainly not the way things should go. I will have to face reality and start my journey for don't know how many years in the workforce. At least for now I am not facing the pressure to get any jobs as I only plan to start work in January (which isn't really helping me to be motivated).

Honestly I don't like the idea of not knowing where to go next or what to do next. Well, not as though people like uncertainty. I have convo to look forward this Saturday, it would be good to meet up with friends after such a long time. Really looking forward to NC partly because its been quite a while since I actually attended camp and it would be a good time out to meet old college friends and also spend time just concentrating on activities which is already all planned out and all I need to do is go with the flow.

Somehow I know that God likes to put uncertainty and that this is also part of His purpose and plans. Last Sunday, sitting in the midst of a total different environment (attended a church in Penang) the message seems to be the same but this time it seems to hit hard at the core. Do I really trust Him? How come I can't seem to let go of these choices and trust Him? How come it seems so difficult to hold on to Him? I know He has provided through circumstances in which I cannot imagine. Has He failed me? Nopes not once. He always comes through each time but why do I still fear of what is to come. Sometimes I can't understand myself either.

Alrights, moving on! The weekend away was good. Its nice just being away from everything and having no distraction with assignments or work and everyone is together on a holiday. Penang food has deteriorated. I think Taiping's food taste much better now however not as good as those days. Disappointing really!! They should maintai the food quality!~ Anyway the whole trip as we have been to Penang like so often its more like a food tour rather than a 'look see' tour. Nevertheless I enjoy the trip!

Well do hope that I would be able to get back to the court and play some good floorball and also get my stamina back so that I can start going for runs as well :) Hopefully....

Its been a week since I have been back to Malaysia. Obviously, I enjoy being home and it certainly does feel good.

Mum cleaned my room before I got home so it was great to have a good nice clean room. Thanks Mum!!~ The weird thing is I did not have any food cravings and did not go on a food makan craze. Its like the past 4 months plus never existed and I never left. Things seems to just fall into place. Glad that the weather has been good. Strangely speaking I think the weather is fine. Did not feel the heat wave :)

This past one week has gone by really quickly and it does feel as though I am having my semester break or something along that line. I can't believe it, I am done with studies for now and the only next rational step would be to work although I would pretty much love going back to study again and obtain my masters and maybe PHD :) though not any time soon unless I am fully funded. Education is really costly.

The little pup that I first saw before I left home has grown to quite a big little pup. Took the pup nearly a week before getting use to having me around. Cirrus thinks I am not part of the family and barks at me but is very much better this week. The cat of course remembers me but still with her usual habits of ignoring you when I call it and coming when I don't want to play with it.

One thing I would really love to do would be to sign up for a couple of foreign language classes. During my Europe trip it has dawn upon me that English is rather useless and that I need to be able to speak German, French and some Italian. Of course I probably would need to take up Mandarin classes before hand fancy picking up some other language when I can't even speak proper Chinese.

It feels rather weird when you are not sure what is up next. All this while its so predictable after primary school you know its secondary school and then I even knew which college I was going to and then University everything was pretty much all planned out but now its all a bit in the dark and although it does gives that funny feeling it also bring a sense of excitement somehow.

Over the week I visited a couple of friends, the usual house chores and just pretty much thats about it. I would say although it sounds like I have a lot of free time I don't really but it would be good if I can quickly do something more adventurous as its all back to routine life once again. (which reminds me I am home and all settled in)

Can't wait for my sis to finish her exams kills me that I can't talk with her and she is out most of the time studying. Little bro is also having his exams.

I miss the gym too. Very soon I will be panting while walking up the stairs if my shipment box does not arrive soon. My trainers.......

Alrights shall stop here. Just updates on what's life back home.

Its my first weekend back at home. Touched down Kuala Lumpur on Wednesday evening. Since then I have pretty much just enjoyed home. Went out to celebrate Xin Xin's birthday in Bangsar met up with a couple of the CF people over the weekend and also celebrated Dad's birthday today. Truly thank God for the good weather thus far. Either I am weird or the weather has been really good. Saw all my friends complaining about the hot weather in Malaysia but didn't even took notice of the weather and in fact can't take the air-cond because its too cold. Like the way my brother puts things he said "Che its like you never left at all the only thing that shows you went is the things at home" when he woke up the very next morning. I feel the same way too. In fact it feels like life just continued on from where it left of before I went to UK. Even towards food when I was in UK I was saying wait till I get back I am going to eat this after that and that after this but when I reached home well I wasn't even craving for anything.

I know its weird. I can't explain it myself too.

Sometimes I wonder whether I am not thankful for the things I have and grab the opportunities that lies in front of me. In fact many a times I think I am given more than I deserve.

Going to Europe was a whole miracle to a dream come true (even though when I finally completed it doesn't feel all like what I imagine it to be). Never thought that day would come but even finances came in at the right time and even use so much less than I brought over.

I pass my CIMA strategic level exams at the very first attempt although I thought I was going to fail my financial strategy paper after sitting for the paper and I am sure my lecturer would have also thought I was a gone case because just before the exams I could not even do simple questions. In fact I told my sister I have already prepared myself to face failure even before I sat for it.

Was not even sick through out my time in UK although I am one who can't take the cold but well was running and jumping around with lots of energy through out my stint overseas.

I was privilege to have two job offers even before putting in my resume anywhere. One was from an uncle in UK to do accounting and another my boss from HSBC.