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The theme of this post is something which has been close to my heart as the title says its success.

Many a times I have always questioned What is success? How to be successful? and Why success?

What is success?
Found the meaning that is of below. Not that it really defines success anyway. Such a subjective manner.
1. the favourable outcome of something attempted
2. the attainment of wealth, fame, etc.
3. an action, performance, etc., that is characterized by success
4. a person or thing that is successful
5. Obsolete any outcome

Anyhow we often view people by being successful through their wealth, their grades, their achievements and how famous they are.

How to be successful?
Now this is easy ones the definition of success can be identified to be the top and the best of either of the definition.

Why success?
Duh! Who wants to be unsuccessful?? If you are successful you will be given premier customer ship by financial institutions, be given more scholarships and grants though you probably be rich enough to finance yourself, be respected, be known, be treated differently and have loads of people willing and wanting to be your friends, have first class treatment not only from your employees, but also from lecturers, high officials, down to even the shabbiest person will give you that all high and mighty treatment.

Ever since I can remember I have always tried to be an all rounder because only those group of people get to go places, see things and well be given opportunities while if you are nobody you get nothing. Sadly, I have never been able to be even 20% of what the all rounders are. There is always somebody that is smarter, richer, brighter, wiser, fitter, faster, more charming, more loving, to sum it up there is always somebody much better than I am in anything.

Yeah well I can go on and say yeah its the circumstances that has put me in such a place. No rich parents to put me through top notch schools, go for almost all the activities in the world, wasn't born with longer legs, better metabolism rates, had a better environment, studied overseas and well I can go on and on. The truth is Yes I have complaint and wondered many times why?

This has probably been one of the areas in which is very much a struggle within and after a good jog and the tiring spinning class Oh! and also the walk home. The questions that I feel the Lord is tugging at my heart saying Would I have ever been apart of your life? How do I define success? Where am I in all these?

Lo and behold its the realisation that I am nothing and the fact is I am just a drop in a sea of water. Every "success" has been all by His grace and its only through Him that I am where I am. Without Him I would have been in a far worst condition.

I am reminded of what a GREAT family I have. Of how that no matter what we stick together and they stand by me helping me to achieve my dreams. I am also reminded of how through those moments when I think it was impossible and I could never have done it and it would really need a miracle - He brought me through.

I never thought for one moment that I will be able to go backpacking around Europe because of the cost but now I even have more than enough. Loads of other things that never for a moment through those times would I ever imagine of being able to achieve but looking back the Lord has been there lifting me up.

The best part of it all .... I would have never come to know of my GREAT FATHER and FRIEND because I would have been so full of myself and never for a second realising how much I need a saviour because I would have thought I could do all things.

When I look around and people ask me going to church you can go every week because its church its every week but this trips you won't. Yeah that is true but each second with the Lord is different. Nothing is ever the same and if you miss the time when He passes by you may have just missed that little something He has for you all because of that one little action.

“The one who dies with the most toys wins” seems to be the concept most people relate to. But just having fortune, wealth and material things is not enough. The reality is that everyone dies (Ecclesiastes 3:19-20). And most die without understanding life’s purpose. As Benjamin Franklin quipped, “If your riches are yours, why don’t you take them with you to the other world? Read this somewhere and found it profound.

Anyway in conclusion, if God says His ways are best then I should submit to Him because He wants my obedience. (Doink! - If only I am wiser to understand His purpose, wouldn't life be much simpler?) My goal - seeking to define success in His manner.

Btw, if you actually search online on success you can't imagine the number of webpages and articles you can find. Thats not even talking about the books yet which was written 100 of years ago. Astonishing!
I was built to be the best
Number one and nothing less
Leave me to my destiny
I have waited patiently
I have vision' oh I believe
I know I can count on me

So stand up for the champions
For the champions stand up
Stand up stand up
For the champions for the champions
Stand up for the champions
For the champions stand up
Stand up stand up
For the champions for the champions
Stand up

Here we go it's getting close
Now it's just who wants it most
It's just like that's how it is
Cause we have our strengths and weaknesses

And when I fall down
I have to pick myself back up

Stand up stand up
For the champions for the champions

Stand up
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Decided that I should also put up some pictures of the things I have done this week which was suppose to be a less packed weekend unfortunately not. [Botanical Gardens, Tramlines Sheffield, Dinner with friends in my flat since my housemates are in Liverpool]

The boring me speaking will be at the end of the pictures.
They helped to wash up after dinner

Savoring a little of the soup

ABC soup (the easiest and tastiest)

Brinjal Sambal

Ginger Chicken

Tramlines in front of City Hall

Che remember Daisy? :P

Mum lots of flowers. Too bad can't ship them back

A little of French

They roast kangaroo and eat kangaroo and crocodile but when we eat chicken feet they go yucks!

So tempting....

Lots and lots of cakes, muffins. Delicious! Didn't buy any though.

Similar to Pasar Malam

The gal is so cute so are the little bamboo creatures

The bountiful collection of sweets

Everyone comes here and enjoy the music. Lots of young people and families

Tramlines at Peace Garden. First time I have seen so many people in the quiet Sheffield

Lily of the valley is a flower?

German Shepherd Saliva....

The mummy and daughter team :P

A mini pond with a mini waterfall.

I love the purple colour on this flower very much. Look at the tone of colours. God is amazing!

Nice place to have garden parties

The guy who founded such a beautiful place (you can really imagine the Secret Garden story here) is from USA! Globalisation?

The 101 candid shots

Christmas Present anyone?

I just love their gardens and parks. You can just lie down and enjoy. In Malaysia you will be sweating in the heat.

Looks a little like radish, octopus and cherry. Not sure what it is though

Looks like the fake white Christmas Tree we buy for Christmas

Walking through the different gardens of the world

Such a grand Green House

The start of the photo frenzy sessions

Entrance of Botanical Garden. This picture is to remind me I want to watch The Secret Garden

Cabonara Fettucini with Bacon and Egg

Bread with Cheese and Turkey Ham =)

Our old room keys and new room keys. Moved from Flat 47 to Flat 6.
The fridge is in a worse condition than our previous flat. Threw everything from inside out and clean the entire fridge =) So its much better than our Flat 47 now that its all cleaned!

Half of my stuff. Had to go up and down the stairs for 2 hours non-stop before finally getting all my stuff over to the new flat. Enough exercise to last me for the day.

The lush greenery
Ended up at a different walking path this time round which was nice. Had a more scenic view. Passed through water streams as well.

Don't really have the urge to blog at all. Looking back at the time when I first left the land of Malaysia, I was filled with hopes, expectations, dreams but you know after half way through the excitement slowly loses its energy. In fact I really just want to sit in the park going through my thoughts and things that are going around and take it all in. Everything is moving so fast. Doing assignments after assignments without really thinking through. So much movement, so much activity that I yearn for stillness. For a week with no activity, no visiting, no excitement rather a week of just reflection.

Its as though every minute of the day is filled with an activity either pre-planned or through randomness. If my time is not filled with doing something my mind is occupied with something from planning trips, to the end of the semester with the backpacking trip to Europe to assignments and lots more.

I do really appreciate the weather that brings a sense of calmness even though the wind is blowing unmercifully. I do want to make sure that my experience in UK is not one that goes by so fast that I am not actually living in it but running through it and I think being in a place where is new and the knowledge that it is pretty far and expensive to come back again makes it even harder as the temptation to just pack the weeks up with as much as possible is all to tempting

Sorry for the rather expressive blog. Wish I knew myself how to sort this untangled strings. Anyway for weeks now the thing that I am brought to time and again is Faith. Bible Study and also the sermons have been on this subject even quiet times.

"Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see." Hebrews 11:1

Faith will require courage, faith, and action; also, it will require risk.
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Meet my lil brother

He really is the baby of the family. Sometimes I tend to forget that he is already 13. His cuddles and love is something he is always ready to give. Oh how I miss having him around. He usually comes to my room when I am at home and the times when I go to college he will make sure you feel at home when you first come back although it will wear off after I scream at him for not doing his work and etc. No matter what he is my lil brother and I am so proud to have him. Life would certainly been very different without him.

He is not really fussy with food so that makes cooking for him really easy and he is quite accommodating at times. I am glad to have him around.

Miss our jam sessions at home and the time we do silly stuff together. He loves Racheal Ray which will explain his creativity in cooking.

The thing he loves most is rockets, cars and explosives. When he goes off talking about all this stuff I really feel so dumb next to him because I know nuts and he can go off ranting non-stop about what chemical goes with what.

Our future scientist in the making. Do really hope that he will make it to NASA one day then I will be the proud sister with a brother studying in NASA how awesome is that? So little brother study hard!!! I am giving you my 101% support. Every dream needs effort for it to come to pass.

Really miss his chatter..He is so full of curiosity and is just so hospitable. Sometimes to hospitable. But I am sure that each day he is slowly being moulded to be the man of God for HIS glory!

Love you so much Oon Hou. Thank you for colouring my life. Thank you for your love and thank you most of all for being my little brother though on that you did not have choice. :P

Cherish all your experiences that you have now... I am sometimes a little jealous that my brother made it on TV and on the children runway.

Sorry Oon Hou my large collection of photos with you is not here. Well have a great birthday little brother!!!!!
We make him our partner for silly poses too. =)

Even manage to be on a banner

We would not be complete without him
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Time is certainly moving and it has already been 5 weeks in UK! With the loads of assignments sight seeing and entertainment has been cut down. However, Gary came down to Sheffield so well it was Jan Intake Reunion =) Hmmm... shall let the pictures do the talking this week.

One Happy Family! Jan Intake Reunion! Yahoo!!

The two people that kept us laughing non-stop. Haven't laugh so much for quite some time. Stomach hurts and also my jaw was a little numb after all the laughing.

The view from De Nise room is also nice :)

You can even picnic outside =)

At De Nise's residents. Forge! So much better than Charlotte and we pay the same price :(

Where we feel close to home.

I love their tag. Hopefully customers are looking for the best and not the cheapest.

The guys acting cool!

Great day out!

Complimentary Vanilla Ice-Cream

The Guest from a small kampung near Birmingham

Crispy Pork and Roast Duck Mee Hoon

Vegetable Fried Rice

Vegetable Soup

Singapore Meehoon

Beef Noodles

Cheers!

The fountain at peace gardens.

Decided to take a stroll down to the City Center after CG. Hwee Fang our group mate has a steady hand. Very nice picture. =)

My favourite video conferencing chat partner. Yups took lots of pictures with him even though he is not around. Love yeah lots.....

I forgot to take my washing tokens last week got forfeited this week so decided to wash a heavier load this week. The dryer could not take it. Some clothes a little damp. My room became the laundry room. Thank God UK's weather is dry therefore the clothes dry quite quickly.

Laugher in the rain tickets! =)

Our fridge. Hardly any space left. Mine is the middle row with onions

This is the 15 dozen eggs that I carried.... (No more second time)

I don't drink coffee so chinese tea. keeps you awake all night. Don't try it unless you want to stay awake!

My work station has become a little overcrowded lately

Malaysians.... its meant for coat not umbrellas

Kebab! GBP 2.50 comes with a free soft drink

Yummy!

Now a tourist attraction!

The ones upon a time Industrial area

The legend map at Abbeydale Industrial Hamlet

Such huge machineries

Jessop Tilt Hammers

A very hilly area


I am so fascinated with the leave colour. Looks fake

A view along the road

On the hiking trail