I am suppose to be excited right? I mean this is my first ever time going abroad there should be that feeling that gives you the adrenalin rush. I have waited so long before I get to this moment. It does feel funny though that I am going without my family. Definitely wasn't expecting this when I first thought of TARC. Was really 'gung ho' then. UK was the goal that kept me going in TARC for the 4 years although I have to say that I really enjoyed the moments in TARC.

My church mates facebook status is in anticipation of their new born's (can't believe so many of them pregnant together). My college mates status are filled with excitement of UK. My facebook inbox is flooded with messages not just from the University but my college mates on what to bring and discussions about UK. My CF friends who has already touch down in UK have already begin the frenzy photo sessions with the wonders of the white land.

Honestly, I don't know what to feel at this moment it will be one big step for me. (hey its my FIRST TIME k?) I will be staying away from home the longest time ever. My record away from home is 2 weeks this time round will be 20weeks and UK is 14 hours away from my lovely home.

Mum and my sis has been bugging me to pack my bag. Yeah I should get started the only thing I have done so far is coming up with the list. Well, I guess if I forget anything there is always the Supermarkets for me to go to.

God willing I will be backpacking Europe for a month with the CF geng. Totally adventurous! On one hand I want to do it but on the other I don't. Weird....

Will be packing Malaysian food over as my Malaysian Made Stomach does not go well with Western Cuisine. A little once in a while is alright but a few months I might have to be wheeled back to Malaysia. Don't worry I won't be like those soap operas where the person is sitting in their room with the home cooked food and sobbing away thinking of home.

BECAUSE... I am in the 21st Century where there is such a thing called Internet and Telecommunication. Will be close to home. =) Going to take this opportunity to discover myself even more. Grabbing every single moment in the UK that God has given to me and maximizing it to the fullest.

Only 4 months plus and I will be back home so I am going to ensure I have a fulfilling time in UK & Europe. Time to start packing and preparing....

I will Step Out!