Have you ever felt that things were sometimes out of your league and that at times there is so much you want to achieve but there are just too many hindrances and that you are just not up to it? You wish you would stand on top. Be good in things you really dreamed off but you are not.

Thats exactly how I feel now. Its so frustrating that sometimes when you feel on top of the world when you are also brought low. I am sure I am not the only one. Its when I feel like that I really wish my family is close by. Somehow they make you feel much better or at least mine do without even doing anything. But the best part of all is how He gives a reassuring word and that He says He understands and know what we are going through and that the message of the passage in the Bible just jumps at you and you know He is there and that you mean a world to Him.

I am really thankful and grateful for technology where my family is just a call, an sms, an e-mail or an msn away. Thankful that the LORD is even closer.

Been really busy planning for trips and backpacking. Being in the far far away land I want to get the most out of it before heading home as its 16 hours away to come here. Just a few days while walking along the streets of Sheffield, it dawn upon me that I have been chasing after the beauty but not the creator who made all the beauty and that the real beauty is HIM. How all this beauty that He has created mirrors how awesome HE is.

Well, on an update note. I will be going to Cambridge tomorrow. Planning to go to Scotland. I am enjoying some of the lecturers here and that we have more than 6 lecturers for a 3 module course. Fitness class has been great. Only Asian but well its nice to mingle around with others. Going for the Summer Beach Party later. Lets hope it will be good since its worth 2pounds!