This week has really been rather a drag to go through. Stamina level has been at rock bottom. Trying real hard to get back into shape. (Gosh! don't know how long that is going to take). Not to mention the exam stress. Not really stress but yet its exams what do u expect? (Especially when everyone is putting stress on you and studying their butts off)

Standing in church today, I just felt completely weigh down. Yeah basically just exactly like what Pastor Daniel spoke in the message about the Blindman named Bartimaeus. (Luke 18:35), he had the desire but so many obstacles before him. His own blindess and the crowd that stood between him and Jesus. Hushing him from being able to call out but he was one determined guy. During worship something strike me its time I start not just getting in shape physically but God wants me to get in shape spiritually. Its as though the fats have been spilling out. The spiritually 'un toned' body that just turn needs the workout badly.

I have been running too long to even take notice that my methods are not the right ones. Its time for me to stop and turn to the expert (personal trainer) that will give me the discipline, the determination, so that I'll have the desire to get into shape.