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Malaysia is my nation, my country, my home.

Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

Your Name is a strong and mighty tow- er
Your Name is a shelter like no oth- er
Your Name, let Malaysia sing it loud- er
'Cause nothing has the pow- er to save
But Your Name

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It has been a busy busy month. From catching up with friends to camp, and church anniversary.

Managed to meet up with quite a few people during the month. Yesterday, my colleagues and I had a hang out session at Karen's home to eat good food and karoke. A rather interesting session but it was nice hanging out with the not so young people. Hahaaa they will pounce on me each time I say that. Well, I better say while I still can because I'll be not so young soon in a few years time.


The iKids teachers with Aunty Ai Siang after the Pilgrim's Journey Session with the children. It is always all smiles after running around for 2 hours +.


Having a good farewell with Hazzan. Well he did said something that was rather true. We can see each other week after week but we hardly catch up with each other. If only we weren't so busy. That is the biggest problem with the Asian culture. Everything is fast fast fast and the worse thing is you can't help but be part of this great big whirlpool that keeps moving. Anyway Hazzan thanks for your time here in Malaysia. We will surely miss the prayer warrior.

FGA USJ Young Adults Camp. With Ps Guy and his wife. Thanks for your sharing. Totally encouraged me that I have a Big God and I can be Bold in Him. Thanks Ps Guy for your obedience and now setting an example to us the younger generation to run this race with excellence.

Last but not least. Thanks che for always being there. I love camps when you are around. :P Haahaa miss having camps together with you. Oh and it is always a plus point to have a good friend around. Thanks Ms.Lim for coming along. Now that you know my sis, makes hanging out much easier. :P

Oh and I thank the Lord for the promotion. Yes I grumble and complaint and the list goes on but God my life is in Your hands. Even though I cannot see the rainbow now, I know I'll see it after the storm. =) Thanks for being patient with me.
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The words of the song is so meaningful. Lord I don't have to be strong enough for I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength.

You must
You must think I'm strong
To give me what I'm going through

Well, forgive me
Forgive me if I'm wrong
But this looks like more than I can do
On my own

I know I'm not strong enough to be
everything that I'm supposed to be
I give up
I'm not stong enough
Hands of mercy won't you cover me
Lord right now I'm asking you to be
Strong enough
Strong enough
For the both of us

Well, maybe
Maybe that's the point
To reach the point of giving up

Cause when I'm finally
Finally at rock bottom
Well, that's when I start looking up
And reaching out

I know I'm not strong enough to be
Everything that I'm supposed to be
I give up
I'm not stong enough
Hands of mercy won't you cover me
Lord right now I'm asking you to be
Strong enough
Strong enough

Cause I'm broken
Down to nothing
But I'm still holding on to the one thing
You are God
and you are strong
When I am weak

I can do all things
Through Christ who gives me strength
And I don't have to be
Strong enough
Strong enough

I can do all things
Through Christ who gives me strength
And I don't have to be
Strong enough
Strong enough

Oh, yeah

I know I'm not strong enough to be
Everything that I'm supposed to be
I give up
I'm not stong enough
Hands of mercy won't you cover me
Lord right now I'm asking you to be
Strong enough
Strong enough
Strong enough
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The record I hold prior to last week was 10pm but last week I broke this record with 11.15pm.

I took leave on Monday and with just 4 days I worked a total of 55.15 hours. That's an average of 13.7 hours. Maybe that's the reason why I have always look for jobs that has short hours because after 1 year and 9 months at work, I still haven't found the satisfaction in striving at work or climbing the career ladder.

The week that just ended showed me how much Asians work too much and that is why we see an increase in medical bills, divorce rates, broken families and a life of meaningless. To top it all there are many others who earn a higher salary and bonus while working less hours. (am referring to the Western Countries)

If only Asian will learn to recognize that work is something God created for man to rule and not something to rule man.

My Head of Department has always said - work hard. But I don't want to reach that point in life where all I know is work and that I end up in the hospital bed because of working hard. =)

A balance is essential that's why God made a full day of rest and even God rested!
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I am so proud of my nation comrades that fought well to make our nation famous for the right things. Getting a gold would have been sweet but far from the gold medal is a heart of gold and our stars have shown that they have golden character.

Thanks Dato Lee for not quitting and putting up a good game for the world to know that you are one of the best players Malaysia has seen so far.

Thanks Pandelela that despite all odds that speaks otherwise you prove that nothing is impossible if you have set it in your heart to succeed. For displaying 'sportswomanship' in one of the world top sports meet.

Thanks Dato Nicol for showing that eventhough Squash is not in Olympics that you will still play well in the Squash Tournaments. For being the Number 1 Woman Squash Player 6 years and more to come.

May our fellow sportsman and sportswoman strive to be like our heroes. May the resources be channeled to the right sources and sports take on a major role in our school curriculum so that we will see more Malaysians rising as top sports man and woman in the World. =)

Aren't we all proud to be Malaysians?
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Last week I attended the prayer school in FGAKL. I have attended 3 modules and I have to say although initially I would have never imagined for signing up for something like that but since the first day I attended, I just have to keep going back each day.

Never have I thought that it would be possible to pray (not the casual kinda prayers) for an hour but thanks to the prayers school it is really nice just to pray. Its as if there's drugs in it that keeps you going even though the next day is going to be a real torture to stay awake at work.

It was a torture alright as I try to fight off sleep even while I am in the train. I dropped a few stuff as I slept of while standing in the train and would usually look up to see stares at me. Probably thinking what's wrong with that gal. Nevertheless, I can say that it has been worth it. I do hope to be able to keep up the momentum.

I know I have a long journey ahead. A tough one I'll put it but as long as the Lord is going to be by my side I'm going to keep going and walking this journey. I'm glad that He will never leave me nor forsake me so He will with me alright. If I fall, I'll just stand up and continue on. May He keep me under the shadow of His wings.

One of the testimonies that was really inspiring that was shared by Alice and Mark Godwin, Read on .....

We count it a privilege to have been given the opportunity to pour out our lives for the nations through prayer. Thirty-six years ago we began our ministry in Bogota Colombia. During that time through many different circumstances the Lord gave us a passion for prayer and a calling to change the nation through intercession. We began to pray alone and then five university students joined us each day from 3:00 to 8:00 PM.

This began an adventure that changed our lives. During these intense times in God’s presence, He would show us precise things to pray for. Sometimes we would even see the results of our prayers in the Sunday newspaper. He showed us specific judgments that were coming upon the nation of Colombia. One of these was the eruption of the volcano Nevada del Ruis that exploded in 1985 killing over 20,000 people in the space of one hour. It was through these specific revelations that we knew we were in direct contact with heaven. Around this time God showed us five men that He wanted to raise up. He said, “Once they were in their place of ministry we would see “most of the body of Christ won in Colombia.” We prayed earnestly for these men.

Looking back three decades later we can vividly see the answers to these times of prayer. For example, César and Ricardo were just two instruments that the Lord has used to bring revival to Colombia. César and his wife Claudia helped found the G-12 movement. In 1996 when the revival came to Colombia he and his wife were attacked and repeatedly shot by Communist guerrillas. They had to leave Colombia and flee to Miami. During his two years of exile the Lord added to his already burgeoning church 32,000 cell groups. The Lord raised up another brother, Ricardo Rodriguez, who began to influence many people. Recently when they got together at Christmastime there were over 200,000 people gathered together to worship Jesus in the park, something unheard of three decades ago.

There were many others whom God blessed as a mighty revival descended upon the nation of Colombia. When we went to Colombia in 1976 there were less than one half of one per cent of the population who were born again believers. Today, according to the book “Operation World” twenty percent know Christ. It was this revival in Colombia that sparked men in South Africa to start the World Day of Prayer. They reasoned that if God could do this in Colombia why not in other nations of the world. This revival is also causing great transformations in both the politics and economy of the nation. Their GDP is growing at a rate that causes other nations to envy them.

When we look back we see that one of the main ingredients that brought revival to Colombia were small intense prayer groups gathering together in different cities who prayed until they possessed an open heaven and clear communications from God that motivated them to pray with even greater intensity.

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I just watch another movie!!! =) I really miss those days in TARC especially the exam periods. Those are the time when I actually have time to watch movies.

This year I think I've only sat and watch 2 full movies. One is Courageous and I just finished the second which is Fireproof. I really do hope the producers continue to produce such movies with really good values and a good message to it as well. Such movies keeps you thinking and it usually takes me a few weeks to process the message that they are portraying.

Books, movies, and holidays all spell fun and it always give a good feeling right after it.

By the way, the movie can be found on Youtube. See the link below. Enjoy!!



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