Its going to be a boring post so I encourage you if you are not interested in my ups and downs to stop reading here. This will be about my month long time at work. Can't believe it ONE MONTH!

I would be a liar in saying that work has been awfully nice and I enjoyed it tremendously. Nopes it has its fair share of horribleness. Nevertheless to say I am quite surprised when I look back at the one month that has pass it was the little gestures that kept me going and really brightens up my whole day. When I get up in the morning and grudgingly drag my feet to work I am greeted with the smiles and the chitty chatter of the bus drivers. That really makes my whole day and quite happy going to work and then its the security guard that greets me each day with "Good Morning, How was your day/weekend?" or whatever else the moment I step into the building before even tagging my tag. Usually they will open it for me before I even tag it at the machine. (Mind you others have to tag on their own) Then coming out from the lift the moment I step on my floor the smiles on the guard that says "Good Morning, had your breakfast?" Hahaa the honour of being in the same floor with the CEO's and other Big Shots. Well then there is the cleaner who I talk too and yups she certainly cheers me up just by her light chatters. Such little gestures really changes my mood and my perspective in things.

I would be inhuman to say that I don't like the times where I get compliments from my boss and other managers which I does makes a difference or impact but the staff that really carried me through are the bus drivers, cleaners and also the security guards. I can't help but smile each time. Not to forget the Cafeteria Operator in the office that never forgets to ask me a few questions and always ends with "Enjoy your lunch!"

Well, things in office has been a little better I guess. I thank God for a friend that I talked with on Tuesday. I thought of catching up with the person but instead I think I bore the person with my frustrations. Pretty stressed out that day.

Coping with work and studies is still something I am getting use too. The discipline that needs to be built into my life. Very routine indeed. Can't wait for the end of May to come where the smell of freedom is around.

Just on a lighter note. We had a dept lunch yesterday came up to a whopping RM600++ and only 14 or 15 of us. Need to count but its roughly around there. Seriously now I am a little worried about my UK trip. Western food just doesn't blend well with my body. Nearly 'puked' in the train and was just rushing to get back to my room after work. Left on the dot. Suffered a whole day sacrifice the whole day of studying as well. How in the world am I going to enjoy the western food at such? I didn't eat much if that is what you were wondering. Just a slice of pizza. 2 mouths of pasta, some salad not much roughly around 4 spoons, a spoon of cake and 2 glasses of Ice Lemon Tea.

Anyway I really like my boss but I thought of stopping work in April instead of May which has been on my mind since I started working as it has really taken a toll on me. Just didn't know how to break the news to her and was actually thinking of telling her in the middle of April. Guess what? She walked in to my room pretty much concerned that I have enough light and also ventilation in the room. She talked with me casually and then after some little chatter she told me hey don't you need the time to discuss with your friends and lecturers questions you don't know? Then she told me if I plan to leave earlier its alright with her. She says at the end of the day she wants me to pass all my papers and that is more important. WOW!!! Prayer answered and I didn't even have to start it.

Ok I shall continue Part 2 later.... If you don't like Part 1 don't bother reading Part 2. Rushing to meet two important people in my life for dinner. Hehe! Its been a long long time.