Today, I decided to for once hang out with people out of my usual group of friends. I can't believe it. They seem to have such a distorted perspective of who I am. I am not a study kind of a person. Its so obvious. I really like to play and just mingle with people. For 2 years I have been in the same class but I have never ventured out and mix with the other people which of course didn't occur to me till today. Gosh!

I think what they say over lunch really stop me in my tracks and just reevaluate my life. They say I am a very busy person. They seem to have so much time for everything. Well, I am learning to juggle for balance. Some said "Hey how come you are here? Why joining the sub-prime group?". Seriously I went Huh? and then they explain "You know prime means top and sub-prime means not above the mark." I was like WHAT in the world??? I am like the bottom one in my group of friends and just trying to stay afloat. Just because I am in that group makes me like them.

Furthermore, some said that I am very busy in CF and said that Christians always very busy but still find time to be able to perform in studies. BUT..... its not true. So many Christians don't perform in their studies. We fall below the mark all the time. I know I can testify to that. What about being busy with 'Church' and 'Christian Activities' has it become an excuse we Christians give to others?

I don't remember telling this group of friends anything about CF or even using it as an excuse. What made them have such an idea I wonder? However to me its not true that CF is the main reason I don't have time with CF especially since its the afternoon. Something needs to get sorted out here. However, I did enjoy hanging out with them. Mostly all guys. At least they help me rethink.

Strategic Management coursework results was released today. Mr.Chin's method was a little harsh but I did like that he gave feedbacks so detailed because I feel that our lecturers hardly do that and if we want to learn we need to know where to improve on.

After the test the other day I was very disappointed. Actually hoping for only 1 out of 6 marks. That was how bad it went. Before the test I actually just hoped to get 3 but after the test I was like 1 is already very good because I didn't do half of the question paper.

I really must say that God has indeed been merciful and gracious to me. No, HE doesn't have to bless me all the time and I am not expecting it. Well, when the he gave me my paper he must have thought I was nuts. I went like Wow! not bad not bad... Trust me I hardly do that. Usually is like oh.... sighz... kinda thing. But really I was leaping for joy. Not because I got perfect score but I did much better than expected. Its like a 200% increase. God just doesn't stop there, the compliments given meant a world to me. Thank You Lord =)