So many cross roads in life. Its every single thing. Whether to choose A or B? Be good or naughty? Job? Studies? Lord, wouldn't it be much easier if You just tell me what You want me to do. Sometimes I thank You for the freedom but I will really be happy I guess with whatever You want me to do. So why not You just decide for me. 

Vision.... Is my vision dying? Vision is the ability to see it, the faith to believe it, the courage to do it, and the hope to endure until it happens. Take any of these components away and vision fails. Each is vital, and indispensable. Which stage am I at? 

I know YOU will lead. So far through out my entire life You have such good track record. Never once You have failed me. If only I can just trust You. Me and my stupid "impatienceness". Cant believe it today You just so filled every passage with words of comfort and also directions. Indeed You will direct my path and make it straight. Praise You for Your everlasting works!

Ok Lord You heard me. The reins are Yours. Sorry ya. =)