Fathers Day! 11.17pm 21 June2009

It’s Father’s Day. Today I just felt His warmth. You know the picture I had when the entire service was going on was how I have not thank my earthly father enough. I just wished my Dad was with me because I just wanted to hug him there and then. That was the first thing I did though when I went back home. How much I just thank You Lord for Your ever amazing love. You danced over me and I am unaware. I just want to share this joy I have of having You as my Lord. I never seem to really fully grasp His unfailing love and I don’t think I will ever be able too. How much does God want to bless me and His children? Well, HE IS THE GOD OF THE SO MUCH MORE. A hundred thousand will that be enough? He says He will give me more than I can imagine.

Was reading this in my quiet time today.

“our Lord lays so much stress on receiving. Much of our prayer fails because we forget that He said, "Every one that asketh, receiveth"; and again, "All things whatsoever ye pray and ask for, believe that ye have received them, and ye shall have them" (Mar_11:24).”

I am so bless. Indeed who am I that You O Lord are mindful of me?

I want to say Father thank YOU so MUCH for everything.

To my dad that brought me up. I know how much you love me. Doing your best in providing for me and ensuring I have the best. I have been so privilege to have a roof above my head, a pillow to tuck my heavy head, an education and a family that loves and cares for me. Dad, I just want to say thank You for taking the extra mile for me. For the many years you bring me up. From feeding me, changing me, putting me to sleep, to sending me back to college and bringing me out for dinner I can never thank you enough Dad. I thank God that HE sent you to me. Love you so much. Happy Fathers Day!

Another thing that struck me during service today was about service. I seem to be quite relax since stepping down as President. Yea, the break from college was good help me to fit in back to college though for the first few weeks I found it a little odd and a little lost. However, slowly but surely I seem to develop the less care attitude. So weird, I suddenly felt I was taking a back seat role to things in college and YOU have to give me a slap in my face to tell me to wake up. It’s not the status that gives you the responsibility but it’s the joy that comes from the heart to serve YOU.

How foolish I was to think that when I step down all is gone. People tell me to take it easy I am no more serving but I am serving God since when did I serve because I am a President? No it’s not the status but it’s because of YOU that I am going to do everything.